Vampire Goodbyes: worthwhile

Im sorry for youre hate,
im sorry for youre pain.
im sorry for youre loss,
its just a shame.

Im sorry for the rest,
may you die in vain.
Its not the life that thrills me,
its not the death that kills me.

Its not youre eyes that pierce me,
its not youre soul that hears.
its not you that makes me sad, or mad.
youre love is what makes me bad.
its what makes me laugh and cry,
both at the same time.

So thank you,
but i must really get going.
Staying around you is really making it seem boring.

thanks for the laughter and smiles,
and making it all worthwhile.
because this wont be for a while.
Im slowly dying.
though im trying.
To stay alive,
My screams Is what pierces the night.

I cant let you see me like this,
so goodbye.
im leaving.

its every goodbye that counts.
so make it worthwhile because i will pounce.
out of this world,
and i will be a different girl.

Ive been bitten,
though not by love,
or happyness.
Its a vampire.
The only thing that makes the living dead worthwhile

You will never see me again,
but i wanted you to know,
that you will never be my man.

I Cant stay but for a while.
because he makes it all seem real,
hes the one that makes me feel,
happy and alive.
This, i cant lie.

Goodbye, Goodnight.
Its time to take flight
Into the night where theres no more light.
But thats alright!
Hes always by my side.

Hes the vampire,
the taker of my life,
Of which has been taken tonight.

Adios my amigos.
This is the last of my time.
My life from which you cant have.


This Is A Vampires Last Goodbye.

Four Keys

when i hit the door
you will hit the floor
you will bleed and scream and cry
i will laugh and die
because i hold the key
you are never free
there are four keys bounding you to me
first is for love
second is for  life
third is for hope
fourth is for our soul
so you see
you are bound to me
by the four keys

Darkness

setting sun on my darkest day
glistening moon shining stars will guide me,
blood will fall into a trail,
you will follow close behind,
alone i will sit for eternity,
darkness is the only thing with me, 
darkness is only mine

Who Am I?

Who Am I?
When Im In My Own Dark World.

Who Am I?
When I Want To Hurl,
When I Want It To Be Foreal.
Would You Lie To Meh To?

Who Am I?
When I Cut Myself.

Who Am i?
When I Put You Through Hell?
When I Hit?
When I Slap?

Who Am I?
When Im Not A Friend.
Someones Whos Been With You Till The End?

Who Would I Be?
If I Didnt Need?
Didnt Need Love,
Or Compassion,
Or Friendship?

Who Would I Be?
If I Werent Seen?
When Im Not In This World?
Would You Say " Wheres That Girl?"
Who Am I?

Who Am I?
When I Have No Hopes?
I Just Want To Get Thrown?
Do You Know That Girl?
Well, To Me, We Are Not In The Same World.

Would You Try To Change Me?
Would You Think Its From The Bullying?
Family Problems?
Rumors?
What If They Were All True?
Then What Would You Do?

Are You Too Late?
Would It Matter Anyways?
Would You Look Me In The Eye And Say,
"Hey Snap Out Of It
Don't Do It"

Who Would I Be
If You'll Never See Me?
Well Bye
Its Not You're Fault.
Its The World.
Who Am I?

Now The Question Is,
Who Would You Be?
If Something Like That Would Happen To Me?

What the days of our lives are filled with...

Humanity;An intellegence that is gradually decreasing
But don't get me wrong, I of all people should hardly be preaching
But it seems as though as the years go by
People get more ignorant for a reason I dont know, and why?
The public school systems have to me,become qrotesque
The music industry is now the furthest from the best
The small children always end up on the streets
And their parents have to beg on their knees to find something for them to eat
It sickens me

Morals; Soemthing that is no longer oral
No, today we musn't say the things that lead to dismay
But we must write them down for another today
A generation slwly approaching in the midst
That won't recognize the tyranny in all of this
Soon all of our morals
Will be chapters in a history book
That lay scratched up in a nook
Untouched.... Without a look

Peace; Is something that we've yet to acheive
No longer will I sit back and hear peole crying, NO!
It sickens me!
No person should ever have to live on the streets
In fact, if anyone I feel it should be me!
I won't just sit at home in watch t.v!
Left to wallow around in my own self pity
NO!
Today I speak out against the selfish and the witty
But to the people like me, this society just isn't fitting

We must do something now
Even if it means we must scream and shout
We must show the world of it's own arrogant ways
We must not let our opinions down into a haze
And of all times, we must do this today!

Humanity; My faith in it is gradually decreasing
Young children finding insecurities for teasing
Believe me
They have no one but themsleves to be pleaing
No longer will I face that fact alone
My anger isn't easing
And I know how to pick up a phone
I will be the one that will let the world know
We will be the ones that will save those left in the cold

Screams

• Why does my heart stop when i hear screams in the night my ears full of fright bleeding tears out of my eyes my stomach churns from the screams at night . The darkness calls me as if im apart of the scream as if life will fade away before my dreams come true . Whatch my children be cursed with the death of my genes . To live is like being in hell when i hear those horrible screams .Why does my heart stop i hear screams in the night my ears full of fright bleeding tears out of my eyes my stomach churns from the screams at night .                                                   Screams

-Gone Once More-

Squished at my feet.
It was so sweet!
Cake that would've been yummy.
Yummy...yummy in my tummy.
Instead now it's Gone Once More!

Choclate frosting and sprinkles on top.
Which someone had to drop!
I'm on my knees and begginmg please.
Can I have some more?
But now It's Gone Once More!

Crumbs and pieces on the ground.
While I look without a sound!
I won't cry, but I wonder why...
My arms are crossed with eyes of a fiery red hate.
While I look at the once delicious cake, that will be tossed.
Yet now It's Gone Once More!

Nightmares Today

Its A Cloudy Day,
All Of The Sunshine Has Gone Away.
The Sky Is Gray,
Like Me Today.
I Just Want To Yell,
And Give Every One Hell,
But I Cant.
I Cant Breath,
Something Is Suffocating Me.
Something Splatters My Face,
Its Rain.
Clear As Water, But Then Turns To Blood.
Now Im Standing In Bloody Mud
The Clouds Disperse,
Leaving Nothing But Blackness.
Blurry Shapes Move Closer To Me.
Surrounding Me.
Im Frightened,
And My Chest Tightened.
"SAVE ME" I Yell.
And Fire Came Out Of Hell.
Soemone Has A Knife,
Wanting To Take My Life.

Gaurdian Angel

My Parents say it's all my fault,
it's always my fault,
but thats a lie
I dont try to hide,
I didnt even lie, i 'm just sick...
sick of this house,
these people,
 my life
I just want to DIE...
but wait is that a bright light
do I actually have a silverlining
the light gets closer
the boy steps forward,
reaches for my outstreached hand
and turns my world upside down
I spin,
twirl,
dance,
smile
I dont even have to force it
I laugh like crazy...
untill i'm dropped
my parent fighting away
my Guardian Angel!

Show The World

Its time to show you what I mean,
About living the dream.                                                        
To show the world,
That your not the typical guy or girl.
That you have hopes,
You will never say no,
To whatever lies ahead.
I never listen to what anybody said.
Its time to stop living in the shadows.
And take another dose,
A does of freedom and say.
What they say doesn't matter anyways.
So show the world.
And happily end your life,
Not in strife.
To die freely,
And naturally.